Friday, December 2, 2011

Wandering Into Grace

The sun is shining in Greater Seattle and I’m showered with blessing; blogging at Tully’s Coffee in the Redmond Town Center while my husband interviews with at Microsoft.  One of two finalists, I think he’s perfect for the job.  What I don’t know is if the job is perfect for him.  Earlier in the week, Amazon interviewed him for a position they had already offered to someone else, intrigued by his skills in building two training programs from inception to international implementation. 

Getting calls for jobs that might already be filled, finding an affordable fabulous house that the owners want to sell us––very different experiences in the Pacific Northwest than our last months in California.  Over Thanksgiving weekend my mother, in one of those psychic leadings mothers get, told me, “You’re going to love it there (Bainbridge Island) so much you’re never coming back.”   I don’t know about never but it’s clear we have lived out one geography and are embracing and being embraced by another. 

We explored our new house yesterday, doing things you’re supposed to do before buying a house, but hadn’t.  We opened cabinets and closets, pulled out kitchen drawers that lurched off track, measured rooms, located heater vents and hose bibs, verified the home inspector was right about rodent droppings, water damage, rust.  We decided that I, who can’t construct anything other than a sentence, am perfectly suited for demolition, and while Kevin is busy moving my sister in later December, will rip down the future writer’s studio to the studs.  I’ll slip on a painter’s mask, grab a sledgehammer, and go!  We also discovered the entire house is powered by central oil heat.  The basement vents were closed, not defunct, so we’ll be plenty warm while we remodel and unpack.

Real estate experts tell you to meet the neighbors before you buy.  Enamored by the wall of glass in the living room and amazing gardens, we didn’t do that either. But in the hour and a half we were there yesterday, they came to us.  We met four neighbors—more than we know in our current or former homes.  “Once you’re settled, come on down and we’ll tell you about the history of the neighborhood,” Fred and Willie, the new elders of the subdivision told us.  Another neighbor walking her dog introduced us to our across the street neighbor and said she’d host a neighborhood tea once we got settled.

In conversation with our neighbors we learned more about the former owners of fifty years.  Neal and Midge raised three children in the house.  He was Superintendent of Schools on the Island, and recruited neighbor Fred to run for the School Board years ago.  Neal belonged to the garden club, propagated Rhododendrons from his yard, and planted them at all the Island schools.  He was president of the water system back when a water tank occupied the lot next to his home.  When it was built, well before the neighbors’ homes, his family had an unobstructed view of Manzanita Bay.  The view of the Sound is small and filtered now blocked by walls, roofs, cedars, but the esteem of the neighbors for Neal, who is now ninety and living with his daughter, has not diminished over time.

We were even greeted like long-lost friends at the local bank, Viking, where we opened a free checking account.  Enthusiastic conversation, an invitation to use the conference room free of charge, and gifts—mugs, shopping bags—were showered on us.

Joan Didion titled an essay “Slouching Toward Bethlehem,” Sarah McLachlan sings about, “Fumbling into Ecstasy,” and in Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh writes of, “a twitch upon a thread.”  Combine those phrases and images, and it comes close to describing how I feel about the way our lives have unfolded the last six months. I noticed a twitching thread, followed it, tangling it, fumbling, not knowing where I was headed, not clear about the details, but aware of intention and direction, committed to growth, embracing change.

It is Advent and my husband and I are traveling to our Bethlehem.  We are heavy with responsibility and tasks, but also excitement, anticipating the new life we are birthing together.  As beautiful as our new garden will be, we are not moving to Eden.  There will be gray days, bad moods, broken dishes, and ferry traffic––the stuff of live. But love is alive, God is present, and I am privileged to dwell in the midst of holy incarnation in a blue house on a beautiful island in the Pacific Northwest.

1 comment:

  1. Hi there. I am writing a book about manifestation and the synchronicity that often shows up before it emerges. I'm considering "this or something better for the title" so I did an online search on the world wide web for that phrase. I clicked on your blog first, and was surprised to see a picture of what looked to be a Washington state ferry -- since I live in the puget sound area.. As I read on, I was even more surprised to find that you've just moved to Bainbridge Island -which is where I live!

    Welcome to the island! You'll discover many kindred spirits here!
    Can't find a place to message you here, but I'd love to give you the info on the Newcomers group that meets here.
    And, perhaps we could go for coffee once you're settled.
    you can find me (constance mears) on Facebook.